Before you go for an
antidepressant, a vodka martini, cut your own bangs, or pig out on some junk food back up a minute
and realize that as you shift to the
energy of higher consciousness it is common to feel bummed out.
Vibrations from repressed
emotions, the process of detaching from a solely material consciousness, and
fear-based feelings can all bring about a temporary condition known as ascension depression. Depression itself
is certainly nothing new. We all know that it can be triggered by life-altering
events or chemical imbalances in the brain due to diet or drugs. What many
people don’t know, however, is that it is sometimes caused by inherited karma
from a previous incarnation. I call it ascension depression because it is
directly tied to our evolution—ascension—as a species.
This particular type of
depression usually arises because of a blocked root or base chakra, which in
turn affects the energy from the other chakra centers. It is similar to how a
car sputters and misfires if the spark plugs aren’t gapped correctly. The root
chakra, the energy center located at the base of the spine, affects how
grounded and secure you feel in the material world. It is the place where you
store childhood memories), your memories from other incarnations and your
connection to the physical world. The root chakra is also where we pull in
Kundalini energy. (Kundalini is a
Sanskrit word meaning “coiled power” or “serpent power.”) This chakra holds the
primordial cosmic energy present in every single person. Kundalini awakening is
very powerful—the energy flows through you like a power surge and sometimes the
brain can’t adapt quickly enough to the intensity of this energy shift. This
can also contribute to ascension depression when we experience the inevitable
letdown after the energy recedes; in fact, we’ll likely feel this way each time
until we can learn to maintain a comfortable, even flow of energy throughout
our chakra system. Once it is released, however, this Kundalini energy greatly influences
our extrasensory and psychic awakening. . Moving your Kundalini energy can help
clear your chakra centers of stagnant/negative energy blocks, allowing each
chakra to operate at its’ optimum capacity. This, in turn, improves the
condition of the aura bringing about a leap in your frequency/vibration, which
opens up your psychic abilities.
In addition to being a
possible tipping point for cosmic depression, this chakra also contains the
primary eight cells that contain within them all the knowledge pertaining to
your creation—your DNA. Here you will find the only cells in your body that do
not change during your many lifetimes. .Each cell held in this chakra holds an
element of your original consciousness and genetic code.
We are essentially a trinity
consisting of body, mind, and spirit. Our ascension or evolution will connect
us more securely with our spirit or energy body. When these three components
eventually merge into one, we will recognize with great clarity that security
doesn’t come from the material things such as homes, cars, jobs, or money. Our
security will now come from our ability to stay in the moment, to control our
thoughts, to focus on what we need, to maintain our energy, and, ultimately, to
manifest and create the life we desire. That said, the dizzying speed at which
these changes occur can leave us feeling a bit out of control and directionless
at times—another contributor to depression.
Interestingly, weight gain
is another common “side effect” of our evolution. This is because the new
frequency coming in is very strong, and the body often creates excess body fat
to act as an insulator. Some of this weight gain can be due to excess water
weight, too, as becoming more psychically attuned rebalances the water in the
body. This is because water is a wonderful conductor of electricity. If this happens to you, know that your body
will eventually find its balance as you evolve.
Keep in mind that as you
evolve, your physical body will become increasingly sensitive to what you pick
up with your advanced extrasensory senses. This is similar to going to the
movies and putting on 3-D glasses for the very first time. Now your
extrasensory senses give you the turned on ability to sense beyond the 3-D
range and it may be unsettling at first when you realize that what you thought
was one thing actually has an energy that is beyond what you once took for face
value. The newness and lack of familiarity of it all can depress you initially.
This heightened sensitivity can be very confusing at times, which can also
contribute to depression. As well, once you start to realize that structured
systems that you once bought into have let you down, you will no longer feel as
safe as you once did. This is because the more evolved you are, spiritually
speaking, the more turned off you will become to any organization or
relationship that stifles and endeavors to control you through the use of fear.
Thus, you may go through a temporary period of disempowerment as you detach,
change, and align yourself to the new energy.
Ascension depression can be
triggered because you feel that life, your friends and even you; yourself have
been changing at such a fast rate leaving you at times feeling like you have no
control of where you are headed. Some of the changes that occur as we evolve
begin to dismantle and take down old ways that don’t work anymore.
The biggest changes,
however, will occur in our relationships. Most of this is due to the fact that
we don’t all evolve at the same rate. For example, when you begin to open up
spiritually your vibration rises, so being around someone with a lower
vibration can be frustrating and even a source of boredom. Basically your
values are shifting, but you may not find that everyone feels or thinks as you
do. Staying in a relationship in which one person is very materialistic and
earth conscious and, perhaps more importantly, not open to the changes going on
in your life can be quite challenging and frustrating. As you forge ahead and
embrace your newfound abilities and sensibilities, you may feel remorse over
the fact that you no longer share the same worldview or values with this
person. Admittedly it can be depressing to leave even those relationships you
know are not right for you, but try to see them as lessons and opportunities
for growth. Always bless the person with good energy; avoid resentment because
that will lower your vibration and send you right back into the “box” with them.
Know that moving outside of the box will bring you out into a whole new world
to explore and vibrate to!
As you evolve and ascend you
may find it difficult to express your feelings to others, and you may become
discontent with situations that you once resonated to in your lower
consciousness. If you don’t feel free to express this discontentment, you may
begin to repress your emotions and even turn your anger inward—yet another
cause of depression. When we repress emotions we lower our overall vibration
rate and start to pull in too much negative current. This negative
consciousness vibration is too heavy to coexist happily with the new, lighter
frequencies coming in because it negatively affects the spin of our chakras
(those psychic spark plugs) and compromises our perception. Indigo Children
often suffer from a form of ascension depression because they were
misunderstood by society, put into classrooms for ADD (attention deficit
disorder), and given drugs like Ritalin to suppress their boundless energy. As
adults many become dependent on pharmaceuticals because of the ignorance regarding
their true gifts and challenges. There also seems to be a bi-polar type of
ascension depression going around these days. People get depressed because they
feel stuck, blocked, and repressed, and then they feel euphoric when they get a
quick shot of that high-frequency energy. The highly creative Kundalini energy
coming from the root chakra sometimes triggers this kind of mania if there
isn’t enough grounding energy present. This imbalance sometimes presents as
hallucinations (visual, olfactory, and auditory) and delusional thinking. The
most important goal for a person with bipolar ascension depression is the
proper balance and channeling of psychic and physical energy. An important caveat for today’s
overmedicated society: Prescription drugs, particularly antidepressants and
antipsychotics, can slow down or completely arrest the transformational
process. These drugs may appear to help initially, but they actually keep you
from evolving naturally. In addition, the side effects are often more
debilitating than the depression itself. All medications stress your liver, the
body organ that is responsible (on an energetic level, at least) for processing
the vibrations from anger. Of course, you should always consult a medical
professional regarding your health, but in my opinion most medications are not
the answer to this particular kind of depression.
The world needs to be educated
that all of this is part of our evolutionary process. If you do feel depressed,
know that you now have the ability to heal yourself. There is no need for drugs
that alter your moods, cause adverse side effects, and mess with your overall
vibration and body chemistry. Of course, the pharmaceutical companies don’t
want you to realize this! You might say that we are detoxing—purging our old
beliefs, reinventing ourselves, and redefining our relationships with others as
well as our relationship to the material world. Again, you may feel some
remorse as you let go of people, memories, and patterns that are no longer for
your highest good. As with any detox there is a period of withdrawal,
accompanied by restlessness and anxiety, as a result of purging the darker and
denser energy within yourself. Even our lovely planet is “detoxing.” We can see
how strange weather patterns, earthquakes, volcanoes, and other natural
disasters are Earth’s way of cleansing herself from all of the negative
vibrations in her aura (atmosphere) as a result of wars, greed, pollution, and
other low-vibrating fears being given off by her inhabitants.
So what are we to do?
Realize that every time we have a negative thought we can consciously remove it
and replace it with something positive. I know what you’re thinking: Try telling that to someone who is having
their home foreclosed on, who is unemployed, or who is experiencing a loss.
But the truth of the matter is everything we think that we are losing is most likely the wrong vibration for us
as we ascend. Focus on your root chakra and pull in grounding energy as you
release those heavy burdens you carry (most of which are based on the
illusionary success markers of three-dimensional consciousness). You can create
a better existence for yourself if you embrace and align yourself with the new
vibrations that will merge body, mind, and spirit along with blending the past,
present and future into one complete stream of existence. Despite loss and
pain, you are always evolving toward becoming whole by integrating every aspect
of your being. Your depression may even serve the beneficial purpose of slowing
you down enough to reevaluate the changes around you, adapt to a different
routine, and allow for new changes to come about in your life.
Those who refuse to let go
of old beliefs and continue to resist our natural evolution will find
themselves stuck, like a computer that freezes up. Their unease—dis-ease, really—with the new vibrations
will very likely manifest as a disease, either minor or more serious depending
on the frequency of their thoughts. As
our thought vibrations take precedence, we are more responsible for what we
create for ourselves.
Here are a few things that
you can do to ease the depression that may come with your evolution:
- · Get a deep tissue massage. Muscle can store memories of traumatic experiences, whether from this life or another one.
- · Work on grounding your root or base chakra. Visualize the color red in the area of that chakra and begin to release any feelings of living in “victim consciousness.”
- · St. John’s Wort, a wild yellow flower, has been used for centuries as a medicinal herb that has mood improving benefits. (Of course, always check with your physician before taking any herb or medication.)
- · Sound therapy has been shown to increase the amount of dopamine and serotonin, neurotransmitters associated with happiness. The tone of “C” aids in rebalancing the root chakra.
- · Healing crystals such as lithium quartz, an antidepressant, is useful for calming negative emotions. (I’ll take a case of that one!)
- · Aromatherapy used in diffusion or as massage oils helps relieve stress and depression. Some suggestions: bergamot, cedarwood, chamomile, lavender, neroli, rose, and ylang-ylang.
Although some of this may sound a bit bleak,
know that feeling depressed is always
a natural response to the process of letting go. After all, we are still living
in the physical world even as we are in the process of letting go of its
limited and limiting beliefs. If this happens to you, relax: it is a normal
phase to go through, and once you understand what it is you can easily deal
with the process.
(Excerpt from The Book of Transformation)
To find out more about shifting to a higher consciousness read The Book of Transformation, specifically Chapter 2 available in paperback, kindle, and nook
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Namaste!
I love you Girlie! It's been a long time, and you have one again addressed something personal perfectly. Blessed Be The Ascension!
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